I remember saying to my co-worker
"Tom needs some twenty year-old bimbo, not
me!" I said it a number of times and actually would day-dream of catching him
with someone "in the act". I really didn't want my marriage to end, just to
change. However, I put out the wrong message.
Three months later my husband
told me he didn't think he loved me. My
suspician was so key, that I knew exactly where he was without him ever
telling me anything or without any type of "spying". One day he said he was
going out for a few hours and would be back by 3:00. By 7:00 he wasn't home.
I got in my car and drove almost mechanically to a spot in a forest preserve I
hadn't been at in twenty years. There he was, with a twenty-year-old "in the
I don't think so...after that I daydreamed that I would be
with a rugged, outdorsey, construction type of guy. Sure enough, the forman
of the company that remodeled our house heard I was separated and came over to
tell me he had always had a crush on me. Now we are engaged!
By the way, I also believe
I manifested the conception of my daughter as one
day I woke up and said tonite I am going to get pregnant. Three weeks later,
this was confirmed.